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How to Overcome Forgotten Memories!

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You can overcome any challenge inside you!

    Did you ask to be born? No you did not. Therefore, each moment of your life is a gift. Each moment of your life is for free. How can you not joyously look forward to it? Yes, I know, sometimes the moment isn't perfect. Sometimes life is painful and full of regrets. Things don't always work out as expected. But still, you can make the best of it and overcome the pain. After all, the moment is exhilarating; it's an opportunity, there will never be another like it again in all the universe; and it was given to you. When I was overcoming myself and powerful thoughts and memories it was like digging in the backyard and discovering a Divine Fountain of Spiritual Wisdom! You can learn the nuts and bolts and tiny details of how I faced the moment and use this knowledge to face your life. 

  Who could have faced a cataclysmic event on the one hand, and with the other devise the ideas and concepts to overcome it? Perhaps none, but me. To face the moment is to face the past, your past, because the moment stands on top of all previous. The vibrations of past emotional trauma travel thru the moment, so to face yourself today is to face yesterday. Look at yourself, give thanks for the gift of life, and learn how you can use thoughts to defeat inner demons. What do you have to lose but happiness and self fulfillment? With self determination you can follow in my footsteps. With Christ you can do anything you set your mind to. Learn from The Miracle Inside My Mind!

The God of the universe is the God of our minds...
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As he influences thought, he changes the world!

The picture in the clouds is the sizzle...
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The steak is the miracle inside my mind...

This website will help you to see...
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The sky inside your mind!

What if you were traumatized as a child and as an adolescent, forgot? Well, just look around at all the people who are trying to find themselves. Are you one of them? Well, it happened to me, and at the age of seventeen I figured out how to overcome it!

Keep reading to become one of those in the  (k)now!

 Pictures popped up in my head...

      “When the fire comes the pictures in my mind are disarrayed, foggy, confused, mixed up, and controlled by feelings of insecurity. Now, it’s simple. Once a picture is present in the mind, it has power! It takes more than just thoughts to get rid of the picture. If you’ve got an unfavorable picture in your mind, but want to think good thoughts, you can’t. You’ve got to change the picture….”

 -- From my journal, July 21, 1976

 

What inspired me to begin what I did at the age of seventeen?  It was psychological demons that took the shape of a fiery ball on my forehead. The demons were the result of years of denying an unspeakable hospital experience at the age of two.

The fiery ball felt physical and I contemplated getting a knife and cutting it out of my forehead. The pain was growing too intense to bare, and cutting it out was becoming an acceptable possibility.  

As months passed, it became difficult to relate to people because sometimes when I thought about them or looked at them, the pain intensified. It was depressing because I couldn't control what thoughts would trigger the painful feelings. It was embarrassing to talk about so I never discussed it, and was afraid of being made fun of. My situation seemed hopeless!

Luckily, I instinctively began to think that the pain was my thoughts, therefore, my thoughts, other thoughts, could overcome them. I devised lots of theories concerning which thoughts in my head, of which there was an assortment of them, would do the trick. So little by little, inch by inch, I made strides to improve, until about three years later, I had it figured out and overcame it. After overcoming the emotional problems, I figured, Gee...

"The problems of the world can be resolved by overcoming the demons in the mind..."   

Think about it. What world problem can't be resolved by overcoming inner demons? When I was battling the demons, I began to have memories—flashbacks—of another lifetime. Now who knows if they were true or not, but these flashbacks really made me think. These flashbacks are described on this website in chapter one. Also, I found the above picture in the clouds, which seems to show a sarcophagus with a child coming out of it, and a number two on its chest. The child has something on its head, almost like a demon. There is an upside down pyramid above my right eye, which is the Christian symbol for concept that the greatest among us shall be the servant of us all. The triangular shape of the pyramid forms the face of a man. There is the image of someone to the right above my head. 

The picture seems to be linked to these memories,  but if you can’t see what I see in it, no big deal, it’s just an old picture scanned and copied...Besides, did anyone but Michael Angelo see the Statue of David until he removed the stone to uncover it? Does anyone see the great potential inside you, although you're capable of so much, but don't always show it?

There is plenty that isn't seen, yet there! To see potential previously unnoticed and solutions previously unseen, look again at yourself, and learn how to overcome emotions and thoughts; and if you're feeling down in the dumps, learn how I identified the mental pictures lodged inside my mind, and figured out how to defeat them! 


The vision of Christ.   The vision of Christ was stuck in my head along with the hospital trauma. The vision instilled in me the crazy idea that if I could overcome powerful emotional scars, I'd be better off for it, and more importantly, so would you. 

 

The Trauma and the Vision of Christ

   While sick with encephalitis, an inflammation of the brain, I was left alone in the hospital and the doctors kept me awake during a terrifying medical test. You need to understand that the terror was magnified because of my age.  If I was a one year old, perhaps I wouldn’t have understood enough to be scared. If I was more than TWO YEARS OLD, perhaps I would have known enough not to be scared. But I was only TWO YEARS OLD, caught in the middle, and therefore my feelings were exacerbated. 

 

     It was then, after I had felt like the world was lost and then gained, after a lifetime of feelings were condensed into a few horrific moments; it was then, at the age of two, that Christ came to me; and it was then, at this penetrating time of searing trauma, when emotions rose and fell like huge, ancient mountains, that Christ looked into me, and willed with his powerful thoughts that I overcome the crisis, and prevail over the emotional scars.

     The trauma from the medical examination incubated for fifteen years inside my mind, like an old curse, and at the age of seventeen, I struggled against a horrible mental torment and was terrorized by my thoughts.  It was then that Christ's influence emerged within my consciousness. 

                 A Cosmic Alarm Has Sounded!

      Mankind has developed sophisticated technologies, but failed to overcome incorrect, primitive thoughts and feelings. The combination of hatred, globalization, and advanced technologies has put millions of lives at risk. The struggle for enlightenment has been replaced by greed, materialism, ego, and political correctness. Spiritual ideas have been misinterpreted, and thoughts and feelings have veered  toward radical extremism and vengeance.  There are rogue states and killings in the name of God!  The governments of the world are at a loss about what to do, impotently acting with fruitless results, and all the while, the very existence of civilization as we know it is threatened.


From the FEMA website:

Terrorism

Throughout human history, there have been many threats to the security of nations. These threats have brought about large-scale losses of life, the destruction of property, widespread illness and injury, the displacement of large numbers of people, and devastating economic loss.

Recent technological advances and ongoing international unrest are components of the increased risk to national security.

 

CHAPTER ONE

CHAPTER TWO SHORT VERSION

PROLOGUE

How I figured out how to remember my birth

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I believe that your greatest wealth is inside you.



 
  
 
 
Can you see the outlined features in the above picture? A lot of people can.

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

  

 

 

You are special and can create miracles inside your mind. You can create a wonderful future.

 



 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

  

 

I became my own servant, and so can you. You can make the decision to improve your life and the world.

You can serve your inner needs, therefore the needs of the world.


But Jesus called them and said to them, “You know that those who are regarded as rulers among the gentiles lord it over them, and their great men exercise authority over them. But it is not so among you. On the contrary, whoever wishes to become great shall be your servant; and whoever wishes to be first among you shall be the slave of all; for the Son of Man also has not come to be served but to serve,

and to give his life as a

ransom for

many.”

Mark 10:42 to10:45


Don’t be fooled into thinking that condemning a thought will make it go away. Remember Christ’s great words: “But I say to you, love your enemies, do good to those who hate you, and pray for those who persecute and calumniate you.” Mathew 6:44


 Remember the golden rule and apply it inside your mind: “Therefore all that you wish men to do to you, even so do you also to them: for this is the Law and the Prophets.”

Mathew 7:12

Treat yourself the way you want others to treat you. Treat yourself with respect, caring, and love. Be kind. Don’t be vengeful. Listen, and take seriously what you hear.
 
 
 
 
 

 
 
 




Thoughts are like physical possessions. You are not your thoughts, nor do they have to define you. You can rise above them like I did mine…

 


To study trauma is to study humanity. It is to improve the world by enlightening the mind.
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 


 
 
 
 


 
 
 
 


 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 

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